Sunday, May 20, 2007

Chapter 23

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Sarah said...

I laughed as Darren and I rushed into my bedroom. I shut the door quietly and locked it. I turned around and looked at him. I swear he was starting to look better and better every day. His dark hair was all messy. He was wearing one of his white button up shirts, but I actually found it hot with his loose fitting jeans. I loved how tall and skinny he was. His old Converse made him look ten times hotter. He had changed very little about his looks, yet those small things made such a hude difference. He smiled and I giggled.
I took a few steps slowly towards him and placed my hands flat on his chest. "I know you hate these shirts." He smiled.
I looked up at him. I slowly slid my hands up around his neck. He smiled and blushed. "Why am I nervous this time?" He asked.
I shrugged. I rubbed the sides of his neck with my thumbs. He placed his hands on my waist and I felt chills down my whole body. It made me giggle. "What?" He asked.
"I'm feeling things I've never felt before." I said.
"Me too." He said nervously.
He leaned down and started kissing me. We made our way to the bed. It was all a blur from there. It all happen so fast! It was crazy, exciting, passionate and pretty amazing. Afterwards, he held me in his arms. I moved my arm a little and the covers slid down revealing my breasts. He pulled the covers back over me. I giggled.
"What?" He asked.
"It's okay for you to look." I said.
He shrugged. "You didn't look at me." He said.
"Oh my god." I said rolling over onto my back.
"What?" He laughed. "If you did, you were pretty sneaky about it. I didn't see you look down once."
I didn't say anything. I wondered if Jordan had noticed me never looking at him too. I wanted to see Darren naked. I really wanted to.
"It's okay." He laughed.
"I didn't mean to not look." I blurted out, then felt totally stupid.
"What do you mean?" He asked.
I turned back towards him and layed my head down on his chest.
"I never looked at Jordan." I said. "I never looked, because he wasn't special to me."
"Oh." He said sounding disapointed.
"I didn't even think about it this time. I was so into it though and it WAS special to me." I said.
He just nodded.
"According to my magazine, lots of eye contact shows that you're both very into it." I smiled.
"Really?" He asked smiling.
"Yeah." I said. "And it makes sence right?"
"Yeah, it does." He said. "You know there is chemistry then right?"
I nodded smiling.
"What are you thinking about?" He asked.
"Nothing." I giggled.
"You want to look." He said.
I laughed.
He reached his arms up and put them behind his head. The covers slid down to his belly button. "I don't care if you look." He laughed.
"It's okay." I said embarassed.
"Look." He laughed.
"No!"
He smiled. "Okay then, weirdo."
I laughed.
"I think I better get going." He said. I covered my eyes as he pulled the covers off and sat up. I really wanted to peak. I moved my fingers over and I could see him. Just the back of him though as he put his clothes back on. I sighed as I rolled back into my pillow with my eyes closed.
"You're closing your eyes?" He asked laughing.
I sat up and opened my eyes. "Did you look at all of me?" I asked.
He smiled. "Well, yeah. Of course I did." He laughed.
I giggled. "Damn."
"Did you expect me not to?" He asked. He sat down next to me on the bed. He leaned down and started kissing me again. He kissed me long and hard. "I don't wanna stop kissing you." He said, then studied my face.
"Then don't." I said pulling him back towards me. We kissed again for a long time. He rolled me over a lot, so half the time he was on top of me and half the time I was on top of him. I liked it the best when he was on top of me.
"I better go." He said. He rolled to his side and looked me up and down. I felt a little embarassed, but at the same time it made me feel good to have someone special admiring my body. He smiled and pulled the covers over me. "Goodnight." He said.
"Goodnight." I said.
I watched him walk out of my room, then rolled over and fell asleep.